It's now 7.30 in the morning, and I'm writing this probably because it's the only time I'll have in a while. So busy with so many things. I'm so glad that I've finished my math homework. Whee. It's such a relief.....it's worth 5% of my overall mark this semester in grade 11 math. And the questions weren't simple and straight-forward either. Had to think. Even Catherine couldn't finish it.

So, Tom, my stepbro, left to Scotland yesterday, back to where he belongs. I'm glad I can have the bed all to myself. LOL. I had to share a room. Okay okay, I'm mean right? Nah. It was fun having him here. At least I didn't have to put up with the intermitten silence in my family. I know it's weird and unorthodox but seriously, can't be helped. I guess I'm not "The" Family Guy.

Yeah, yesterday I couldn't edit the school newspaper cause there wasn't enough articles written. I need a few more articles from the people. I'm going to ask for an extension because it seems that people were gone during the holidays and it was hard to communicate. So what did I do yesterday? I went to Square One (Again), with Rochelle. We didn't actually watch the movie in Square One, it was in Famous Players, just 5 mins from Square One. We watched I am Legend and Rochelle was terrified half the time! LOL! And while we were walking home, she dropped her purse on the ground thanks 2 me. I know I'm so bad. sorry yea?

After that I didn't feel like waiting long for the bus. So I decided to take a 15-min walk home. It was refreshing and not so cold. Fortunately, for I wasn't wearing anything warm. While walking back home, I reflected on what I did during these past few days, these past few weeks, and most of all, these past few months. I know I've changed a bit. Maybe for the better, maybe for the worst. I couldn't really be bothered to think too much. I just let the music flow through my earphones as I keep on stepping forward.

Times may be rough, Times may be tough, but really, all you can do is move along. Just because somebody that you know, died, doesn't mean you should die too. You have to simply move along. It doesn't even have to be death. It can be anything. It can be any event that has a huge significance in your life. On my way back home, I felt like running. My heart told me to run, but my legs won't budge. It wasn't the right condition to run.

God knows I miss running. I wished I had taken the path of an athlete. I wished I had trained harder than I had. I wished I hadn't skipped all those training sessions just for a trip to mcdonald with friends. Wishes are just wishes right? They're all gone now. It's all about moving forward.