mmmm....I've just had another row with my mom...which brings me closer and closer to realising that I really don't belong in this family. Firstly, I'm not outgoing, I'm not smart, I can never concentrate, and blah blah..the list goes on. I just don't fit in. Wish i could be back in singapore with all my friends. I'd rather be there than continue living in this misery....
Its like being on an abandoned island just with you family. except, unlike any other family, I'm sure they will live happily ever after. But obviously not me. My family is....all about....perfection....and no I don't like it. I'm anything but perfect. I know myself too much maybe.

Hahah the reason why I'm blogging right now is to get everything off my chest again. I can't help but feel lonely so this is the only way to express things out. YOu know what I miss most? Jamming. Yah I really do. currently listening to the song "whatsername". My band and I used to jamm it in outram park, our usual jamming place. Those were friggin happy memos! mmmmm this is harder than I thought really. I never thought that coming to toronto would be a challenge. But I really do miss my friends. The most important thing in life- friends.