Wanna guess what the heck I'm doing in the middle of the night? I just did my Geography assignments. I know it's insane. The due time for the information given is at 11.55pm. Completely insane. Against all odds, I did it. Completed it.


So, I guess life's been going really fast. Only now have I realised it. Felt like it was yesterday that I got my PSLE results. And now, haha, Sec3. What am I talking about? Life, of course. It's always been about life. Perhaps I haven't really figured out what's life to me. Or wHat's my life supposed to be like.


I'm not even sure if I wanna know now. Maybe I should let time flow. And let my life take over me. Maybe I shouldn't have control over my life. Get what I mean? Like for a second you vow to be a track star. The next year you're the boy in the rock band. So you vow to be a rock star, the next year you decide to take on Literature. Or Arts. Or whatever bulshiz you might wanna call it. It's just going into very different directions for me. Maybe it's just my life. I have no control over it.


Why am I ranting about all these bulshaz in the middle of the night? Because life to me is everything. Once I blew it, its gone. I can't change things. I can't make things the way I want it to be. I can change the future. But I can't rectify my mistakes in the past. Neither can I change my path in life(in the past). Take my track life as an example. It's pretty much over the way I see it. I pretty much gave it all up for my rock band Smack of The Stereo and of course my studies. Maybe I regret doing so, maybe not. I think i do regret. It's a little too late to make a good comeback now.


So I guess thAT's all I wanna grunt about....